I FOR AN EYE

You fear the worst
Because you’ve done it
You cower
But don’t run from it
You stand
Take the blast to the face
It hurts
But now you’re in your place
This is fair
You say as you cry
I hurt you
Isn’t it an eye for an eye
But how will we see
If we’re both being blind
Just close your eyes
Peak into my mind
Find my heart string
Play your hardest
Glimpse my soul
don’t be dearly departed
Come have some fun
Come make it better
No matter what happens
I’ll stay forever
IMO….1

CAUTION

And im true
im here
you you
im me
so what you wanna do
Stay true
for what i feel
this what i wanna do
Stop payment
my heart dont need
any more of you
Its true
it hurts
i feel
but you dont feel too
But why
do you not feel
what im going through
Oh my
those tears in ya eyes
come as no surprise
you sad
wonder why
nobody ever want you
Rejection
whether slight
or major
come with the same effection
I got an addiction
to the
pu$$E money w33d and the life that im livin’
Its a given
if she get it
then i get it
in the dark
im not sittin’
~ IMO….1

SOMETIMES

Some times my thoughts flow
Some times my thoughts glow
Some times my thoughts show
Some times my thoughts blow

Some times I am just a funny man
Some times I laugh when I shan’t
Some times I cry when I laugh
Some times I die when I cant

Some times my heart hurts
Some times my heart aches
Some times my body shakes
Some times my mind breaks

Some times I think of you
Some times I think of us
Some times I think of we
Some times I think of much

Some times I don’t make sense
Sometimes I don’t commit
Some times I don’t come home
Some times I don’t think you’ll roam

Some times I think of you
Some times I think of us
Some times I think we’ll work
Some times I think we’ll cuss

Some times we both make love
Some times we both give up
Some times we live for the chase
Sometimes we run for the rush

Some times you scare me
Some times I scare you
Some times I feel love
Some times I feel you

Its time I wear love
Empty is my sleeve
I hope to rank in love
I hope you never leave

Imo….1

Never love like that again

I hate to see her
Because I have to leave her
I hate to touch her
Because I have to let her go

Don’t want to find her
Because I don’t want to lose her
Im a hopeless romantic
But in love, a loser

Dove in love, crawled out
a boozer
no Bullshit, Im to serious
See drug diet, User

Seaweed, Roll that.
I use it, I’m a user
Its done, but I wont stop
I am no refuter

Her arrival is ease
She departs in an instant
My heart assumes the fetal
Just like an infant

I hope being distant
Is ample penance
Anything to ease the pain
She was here but never again

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VOID

You’re always on edge
A quick moment from hitting send.

A few seconds from hearing their voice
A few moments from tortures end.

Only to let the gate open and bring back the pain.
Once the initial happiness is gone

The resent and hate resurface.
All the wrong you feel you’ve done
All the wrongs they committed.
Stabbing your heart all at once.

Then the feeling of regret
Closes its lifeless fingers around your mind
Cutting off all reasoning
Common Sense, DENIED

By now the heart has taken over
The strings have been pulled
You have lost all hope
Surviving such a shook

From the good book
We learn to turn our cheek
Stinging eyes aching heart
You’re still living, not weak.

About a week ago
This was an amazing feat
Today you laugh
You are strong laughing at defeat

You take a silent peak
Hurt from what was found
Ego bent pride crushed
And now your going down

Logic kicks
The hurt is gone
You parted ways
Dead and gone

Now so empty
A human shaped void
So lost, will you find yourself
Or fill your void with noise.

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I get so Lonely

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I’m fine by myself
But I to get so lonely
LuTessa’s face is midnight black
Cause no one wanna phone me
I say girl lets kick it

She say
All you tryna do is bone me
You don’t want to love me
hold me console me
You just want to hop on
get off and roll on
You think its koo
To just chill and float on
But we all cant

That made me think for a min
What kinda life am I livin
Where my morals keep slippin
I trade sex for love
And my time for attention
I put my self in situations
I like the torture its my penance
No need for repentance
I need love not forgiveness
I just need acceptance
For the life that I’m livin
That’s the reason I’m lonely
Ain’t it funny
Wow the irony
I don’t like how you keep finding me
Specially when you tell me to go ghost.
No need, I’m already Danny like the phantom.
My solitudes a fortress
I’m happy cause I made it
And if the cost of love is happiness.
Keep it.
I don’t need it.
Ill wait and be lonely
Until the day I can go home.
And have some one for holding

-IMO….1

I’m Just Saying

I’m just trying to get to the root
Get to the nitty gritty
This is not going to be simple
Definitely  not pretty
 
Now we have injustice
And crimes alike
But we are thinking so small
Blinded by spite
 
You see the problem
And speak out against it
Like a man doing robbery
But never wonder why he did it
 
Then again your thinking to small
Your just not comprehending
“why would he do that”
You say he’s crazy not pretending
 
Yes the man tried to steal money
And you think he’s lazy “get a job, you bum.”
Really he’s out here strugglin
Trying to feed the baby
 
If the system wasn’t corrupt
There would be no need
You know that system
Yeah, that’s your government
 
They set all your rules
Make you pay all your fees
Now think about it
No not small, the big picture
 
Who asked for these rules?
Cause we all hate’em
We hate the state of the states
But don’t debate’em
We should stage a coup
Over throw and replace’em
 
Change these old rules
To keep up with the new
Instead of conforming to old laws
How about we bring in some new
Follow laws written by many
And not a few
 
I’m tired of being bullied
By MY government
I’m tired of standing Idle
I can use my words
But don’t make me grab my rifle.

I’m Just Saying

I’m just trying to get to the root
Get to the nitty gritty
This is not going to be simple
Definitely  not pretty

MINE

Here we go again
We thought we could win when really in the end
Defeat is our fin

They don’t know where you been
You’ve got stories
You find them just life
They say they’re your glories

Yeah you got your jollies
And stories to tell
All with just water
High off the swells

They all thought you fell
Really you were preparing the rise
Cause when opportunity meets preparation
You’re left with the prize

And others despise
But let the haters hate
Then your success
Will be nothing for debate

But don’t show up late
Meet the beat at the right time
Create yours and people will find
That you can rhyme the rhymes

You said were “MINE”

IMO….1